My Balancing Act


Dancing for the world to see.

It’s time for you to prove,

Within your ruby shoes,

You deserve a smile with no regret,

Look at you kicking off your shoes,

Dancing for the world to see,

Now open up and see, And go be free and fly away…

I probably do not know what I am getting myself into honestly. This whole college experience journalism thing? Yeah, who was I kidding?

I thought for a few minutes there I had this whole college thing down. Freshmen year was knocked out of the park and my summer living on my own in Bowling Green was a complete success. I had figured out where the bathrooms are in all the buildings on campus, found the quickest way to master the hill from my residence hall to TCCW, and even seemed to say, “Meal Plan” with such confidence I appeared to be saying it for years.

But I guess it serves me right for thinking I had it all figured out. And how intelligent am I for thinking 15 hours of classes and working part-time at the university was just not enough?

Now here I am working to perfect that amazing balancing act I have going with class/work, (all on my head of course), putting my fancy journalism major to good use as I  freelance for the Kentucky New Era and  work as the newest College Heights Herald’s sports general assignment reporter.

With my fancy voice recorder in hand, pen working furiously, questions buzzing in my head, I have never done anything more exciting than the work of a journalist. From the few stories I have been involved with thus far in my brief career, I can say I have learned more from those experiences than from hours and hours in a classroom. Suddenly this whole journalism thing I have been studying for the past year has become a beautiful and real thing to me. Beautiful. Yes. Real. YES. But I refuse to sugarcoat this for you, because honestly I feel like as I am seeking truth and answers to my many questions about the industry, you are probably on the same scavenger hunt.

I’ll give it to you straight: Its not easy. Deadlines are a constant. If you think you have some time, well you are wrong. If you think an interview will go smoothly when you are crunched for time, well you are wrong. You always need more information. You always could have done more research. Each day, I feel like I have no idea what I am doing. I feel like I have everything to learn and no one is just going to pass out the answers to the test. But maybe that’s the process. Maybe its better to start out brand new, so that you can dig deeper and seek a little harder. Maybe everyone has to start at the bottom to make reaching the peak so breathtaking.

While what I do know is little, what I have learned in the past few weeks speaks volumes. This experience I am gaining right now is vital after the next few years of college pass. I am so thankful to be surrounded by amazing people, who will go to many vast places in this huge world and will inspire me to do the same. My high stress level is worth every minute.

I do not have everything figured out. Fifty years from now, I probably still will not have it all figured out. But I have never have I anticipated the small discoveries along the way more.

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  1. #1 by Brandon Taylor on September 9, 2009 - 7:55 PM

    Nice one. Very inspiring.

  2. #2 by Bunker on September 29, 2009 - 1:13 PM

    Interesting and informative. But will you write about this one more?

  3. #3 by dmdmdm on October 12, 2009 - 5:15 PM

    Thank you for your mighty fine work. You are our beacon of light in this long dark tunnel of chaos.

  4. #4 by Journalism Programs on January 27, 2010 - 7:13 AM

    Good Post ! Keep Writing.

  5. #5 by gilf on January 28, 2010 - 2:48 PM

    balancing act indeed:)

  6. #6 by Emily on June 1, 2010 - 12:57 AM

    balancing act indeed:)

  7. #7 by Lily on June 15, 2010 - 9:14 AM

    Nice one. Very inspiring.

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